Defeated. Discouraged. Disappointed.
I'm totally trying to not let these words be my mantra for 2011. But so far? No such luck.
I barely broke the 200lb mark before Christmas. It was a big celebration with a new playlist and everything.
And then I gained back 4 pounds in 5 days over Christmas break. And it WILL NOT GO AWAY. I thought maybe I was just bloated. I thought maybe if I took it easy on the crap for a couple of days and went back to eating on plan and drinking my water that it would just GO AWAY. Yeah. No such luck.
I just had a super week. I tracked every day. I had a totally under-indulgent weekend (which is totally not the norm for me) and I exercised. I even cut out sugar and "ate clean". You want to know how much I lost? 0.8. Not even one stinking pound.
I know that I just need to stick to it and keep it up, and blah, blah, blah... But seriously, what the heck is going on?????